Morning Interlude…

IMG_0096_3_2My mind wakes to the smell of fresh brewed coffee. I slowly inhale the aroma that fills the air. A light breeze gently kisses my exposed cheek good-morning as I stretch my leg across the bed to find you. You are gone long enough for your body heat to leave the sheets cool to touch. The warmth of the sun on the flowers outside the window infuse yet another scent in the air. Mock Orange wafts across my body, only covered by a light sheet that has fallen to the curve of my waist. My shoulders feel cool and fresh not having your arms wrapped around them. I feel your energy in the room. You gazes upon me as I lay still enveloped by the thoughts of last night. Our thoughts pass back and forth to one another connecting on a spiritual level, intertwine like a story spoken aloud. I hear you. I feel you sifting through each one, trying as I do to focus but there are too many that jump in front of the other. You slip gently out the door knowing I need more time to play our encounter over again before I wake.

Our intimate early morning embrace that lead to yet another passionate moment shared between us keeps me from opening my eyes…I enjoy equally my fantasy of what you have done to me from the moment we met, to the reality of our first encounter, to this moment. You have never left me, even for a second.

My first conscious thought of the night sends me back into full-blown passion that exploded between the sheet. My body reacts. The crisp cotton fabric slowly releases the infused energy captured between us, sending visual pictures frame by frame like an old movie playing on the inside of my eye lids.

The warm sun casts a light flash on my face as I feel your energy once again enter the room in your physical form. The air is pulled from the window across my hair tickling my face as you open the door. All of my senses are enhanced by not seeing you. I feel you, I hear your heart beat bouncing off the walls crashing into mine. I smell your masculine pheromones fill the air knowing what is on your mind.

A Morning Interlude ~ to be continued…

Tracy signiture

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Feminine Goddess of Love ~

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IMG_0096_3_2We sat face to face in a crowded room sipping warm sweet lattes with only a small distressed harvest table keeping us apart. Glances were tossed through the room hitting us both with questions. I stepped out of my comfort zone to take a peak into a world I had not traveled. I had met my conversational match and felt a surge of adrenaline go through my veins as we spoke. My mind kept wandering further, deeper to a place not everyone will admit they go.

I felt my thighs tighten as I sit perched on the edge of my wooden chair. I was not as comfortable with my sexuality as I once was, I knew why. I leaned forward in conversation to get even just a sliver closer to my muse. I was distracted by the thought of what the scent hidden deep beneath the high collar would taste like if I inhale deep enough. I was too far away to be indulged. I needed a taste of the pheromones that lingered just barely out of reach. They tempted each cell in my body to move closer as if to say come hither. I felt intoxicated by the random thoughts that mesmerized my subconscious. I was hypnotized by the lips that spoke the truth. Visually stimulated, emotionally compatible, physically yearning, intellectually connected were fragments of thought sending a sensation that ran in waves over me.

I flashed forward to the moment I would finally inhale the scent my nose anticipated. My lips brushed closely along the map of intrigue while curiosity lead me willingly down a path I had not walked before. I abruptly snapped back from my fantasy to reality several times over, enjoying both immensely.

I was stimulated by the words floating off the tongue that intrigued me. Distracted by the look in the eyes that saw through me. I questioned myself as I was being subtly analyzed ever so gently. Innuendoes were dropped like bombs as I sat completely unprepared. I wasn’t sure how to pick up the pieces to put this puzzle together. I was completely out of my element for now.

And then it happened…Leaning closer as if in slow motion a stream of pink feminine mist slowly drifted from her mouth to mine giving me no choice but to inhale just at the right moment. The female energy within this goddess had captured me sending me to a intimate place only the brave dare to go.

I had been captivated by a feminine goddess of love…

Tracy signiture

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When Chemistry Heats Up ~

Sexual chemistry can heat up soon after our first impression of the opposite sex or same sex. We are attracted to different traits and have a unique list of personal preferences. We tune into every little detail. We begin profiling subconsciously, looking at ones health, confidence, how one walks, talks, mannerisms and their aura to name a few. It can be as detailed as the timbre, pitch and tone of ones voice, scent, or simply the way their eyes look deep into ours. We all have a different list that draws us closer to an individual.

Then there is the release of those wonderfully sensual pheromones we can’t hide from if we tried. They draw us in closer. I love this part because it become more personal. The main reason I believe you NEED to meet someone in the flesh to see if their pheromones draw you closer or repel you. We instinctively sense whether we are able to connect or not, allowing our union to go a step further.

Depending on your frame of mind or circumstances we can either have chemistry explode right in front of us when we first shake hands or it could be a slight delay waiting until just the right moment to ignite. Shyness or lack of confidence on either the male or female side can delay chemistry from mixing which inevitably leads us down the path of intimacy is we so choose. Timing is key. Keeping in mind that although you find a man or woman attractive it doesn’t mean you will have that spark that goes deep beneath the surface.

When initial attraction takes a sharp turn heading straight for your loins there is no other feeling quite like it…sexual chemistry can’t be faked! You know exactly what I’m talking about if you’ve experienced the real deal…if not let me describe it best I can 😉

It’s an electric sensation that sparks from eye contact when you don’t look away. It sends a flutter into the pit of your stomach making you feel slightly off balance. The sensation surges through your entire body. You experience a surge of adrenaline, exhilaration and fright in waves each time your eyes connect. His energy swirls around your body sending the urge to reach out and touch him. It’s an adrenaline rush that quickens your pulse and gives you tunnel vision intensifying your touch, sense of smell and taste. You are tuned into his frequency allowing you to hear his breath from a distance giving you the strong desire to be close. You notice small details like the subtle bite of his lip as he stares straight into and through the windows of your soul. His hands give off an energy that vibrates at the same rate as yours…you are in sync.

When you have undeniable sexual chemistry with someone it’s hard to stay focused on anything but them, especially in a room full of bodies. You are distracted by their movement, smell and sound of their voice. You find them inside your head everywhere you go. You are completely and utterly out of control. Embrace this feeling as it is most intense when the union is new, changing slightly as feelings grow. Add trust and comfort to sexual chemistry and an explosion will knock you both to the ground!

Moments of attraction to the opposite sex can heat up with a simple glance in the right direction…don’t be in a hurry to look away, embrace them, for you are alive!

Sexual chemistry is just the base of the beginning…

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Explore All Your Senses…

I see you ~ Have you ever met someone who sees you clearer than any other human being on the planet…including yourself.  It can be your best friend, parent, lover or partner. Seeing someones true self is a very intimate connection, that takes time. Not everyone is an open book or easily read which makes it harder, and not everyone is able or wants to expose their true self to others. Every now and then we meet that special person who sees right past our exterior to the juicy centre of who we truly are. When someone does see you for who you are, it makes you accountable to yourself. They become your second conscience. These unique human beings make us want to be better people.

I hear you ~ We all want our voice to be heard. In order to hear you must listen. Listening is the key to any good relationship in my eyes. Listening is learning and learning is what life is all about. Listen, learn, understand and accept the words you hear. Be open.

I feel you ~ When you open yourself to those around you, you become in-tune with their energy. Energy from a connection with another human being can be felt without even touching the surface of our skin. I feel you is more than physical.

Touching without words can be one of the most sensual forms of communicating. Human touch bonds us, heals us and releases endorphins more powerful than morphine. It can be a simple touch of the arm or a powerful embrace with someone we feel a strong connection to.

I taste you ~ Taste can be bitter, sweet, savoury or salty. Each of us has all those elements waiting to be shared.

I breathe you ~ Scent of the skin, a subtle fragrance, aromatherapy. Pheromones working their magic can be exhilarating. Each individual has their own unique scent that no other can replicate. The essence of who you are is within your skin.

Sixth sense ~ Intuition is what speaks to us when our other senses are clouded by circumstance…or life for that matter. Instinct can be so strong it can’t be ignored or just an whisper that brushes lightly by our skin. It’s the one thing in life you can trust if you open yourself to it.

We forget to open all of our senses to the world around us. If we do I think we experience life on an entirely different level. See, hear, feel, taste and breath in each day to live life to its fullest. 

 

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Are You Getting ‘Enough?’

TIf you can’t be with the one you love, love the one your with. Really?  Why not just leave the one your with, to be with the one you love.  Whether or not you know who that person is, doesn’t it make sense to move forward and at least see if that person exists?  Are you getting ‘enough’ out of life if your not living truthfully.

I have been joking lately on Facebook how I have a “I like married men” magnet hidden somewhere on my person that I can’t find to remove, I am going to drag myself across the demagnetizer at the local electronic store to see if I can deactivate it.  I attract married men and I am starting to wonder if there is a reason I am unaware of.   Is it because I am putting out a  ‘I’m single’ pheromone.  Or is it that I am sending out a energy that I don’t want to be committed…yet.  I admit married men are great to flirt with because it feels safe, it can’t go any further than the flirt.  So maybe it is me and not them.

Here is what I came up with in my search on the Internet.  Recently single women have an energy,  zest for life and confidence to go after their dreams, married men admire what you have and they want a hit of your high energy.

Energetically you feel like you are on shaky ground and so you may be insecure even though a huge good transition is just around the corner in your life.

The combination of the vulnerability and your future potential success and strength is what these married guys are attracted to.  They are not happy in their own lives and so they want to have a fantasy experience with someone who does not have all the complications and responsibilities they are saddled with.  While this is selfish thinking and some of these men may just be players there are some who really are just unhappy and not able or willing to make the changes they need to in their lives.  It takes a huge amount of courage to make lasting change.  They then look for ways to alleviate their anger, frustration and boredom and ladies you come along with your great energy and personal power and they want to just be in that energy even if it is only for a little while.

So what is wrong with the single guys then?  That is a great question!  While you have really strong personal power and great energy that they would love, the simple answer is that the single guys are intimidated.  They see that you have a plan and goals and focus on the future and they just don’t know how to handle this kind of woman.  Now this is not to say that all single guys are like that but you will find as you really raise your own energy signature the more difficult it is for men to relate to you. You may find less men to choose from but the the quality is better and THAT is what counts! Well that sounds promising doesn’t it !

Remember that who you attract into your life is more about what you are doing right than what you are doing wrong in many cases.  We draw certain people into our lives at various times because we have different lessons to learn. I have to agree with some of this but do also think there is more to it and each situation obviously has it’s own set of circumstances.

I think as we age we start to question who we are and if we are getting everything we can out of life.  We start to grow and unfold, feelings of being independent start to creep in, and with that comes a whole slew of new discoveries within ourselves.  We have been with the same some what predictable person for so long that we can’t help but look around for someone new to be intrigued by.  I don’t judge, never have, never will, but I do question both sides of this connection that could potentially be made.  What am I putting out there, and what are you looking to fill?  Are we getting enough?  Enough love, friendship, freedom, spontaneity, affection, SEX, variety, compliments, stimulating conversation, enough fulfillment in everything we do, that will bring us true happiness.  I think if we are being fulfilled within ourselves we will find true happiness.

So perhaps there is more to this than I thought.  I will continue down my path in life with no judgement and look for the lessons along the way. Tracy signiture

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Chemistry…

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What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “Chemistry”.  If it’s your high school Periodic table of the Elements, then we’re not on the same page, but keep reading because it feels like being back in high school, when you do have it.

It’s that feeling you get when you look into someones eyes that you are extremely attracted to for the very first time.  That intense and inexplicable feelings of sexual attraction when the person you desire is nearby.  It’s electric, overwhelming even, which makes you think of nothing else but sensual, erotic thoughts involving the other person.  It doesn’t happen often, but when it does, it’s out of this world!!  You can’t ignore it,  if you do,  it will drive you crazy.

The only feeling that has even comes close for me was a helicopter ride for the first time.  It was such an adrenaline rush all I could say the entire time we were in the air was “Oh My God!”  What a feeling!

Scientific research has shown that pheromones can play a huge role in sexual chemistry.   Pheromones are subconscious sex signals that the body gives off to attract the opposite sex.  These invisible airborne molecules are thought to influence one’s emotions and sexual behavior.

You can’t make chemistry happen, it’s either there or it’s not.  It’s a basic instinct that you can’t control, so why not embrace it for what it is, an energy felt between two people that makes you feel alive and youthful.

Chemistry leads you down a path that can not be easily changed.  If you do follow this path, in most cases it leads you right to the beChemistry between the sheetsdroom.  If you feel this chemistry with a certain someone outside of the bedroom chances are it will also be felt when your between the sheets.

The major difference between how men and women feel about this phenomenon is that men seem to be able to have great sex without such sexual chemistry, while women seemingly cannot.  Have you ever felt this incredible energy with someone?

Tracy

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