Apparently my partners are struggling to come up with something to write for this post. I, on the other hand, have a number of options to go with. Hmmm. I wonder what that says about me.
I’ve decided to share my fire walking experience. Yes, that’s right, I am one of those freaks who willingly walked on white hot coals for about 20 feet. Why would anyone even want to do that you ask? It began for me when I decided to enter a martial arts contest and I really wanted to win. I was training with a variety of people for this particular bout. One of the guys I trained with told me that if I went to the “fire walking” course and successfully walked on the hot coals I would be guaranteed to win my bout. He said that once you have accomplished that feat there is nothing you feel you cannot do. It’s a huge boost to your confidence.
I was just fascinated by the thought of learning to control my mind to the point that I could actually be able to have my physical body perform this amazing act. I signed up for the full day course. It was many years ago now but I remember that I enjoyed the experience immensely. Looking back on my notes I wrote 3 things that I hoped to accomplish that day: 1. Build confidence 2. Overcome Fears 3. Become the Best I Can Be In Any Endeavor. I also see in my notes that it was important to me to prove to my young son that anyone can accomplish whatever they put their mind to.
I remember the main focus of the day was to obtain a peak state of energy. I did, and at the end of the course the coals were white hot and waiting for us to prove we could “walk the walk”. When it was my turn to step on to the coals I hesitated with doubt for a moment. My mind was screaming “are you crazy!?” So I jumped off. Disappointed that I had failed I suddenly thought “NO! You can do this!” I stepped back on with determination like I’d never known before and slowly walked the entire 20 feet. When it was over I put my socks and shoes back on without looking at the soles of my feet. I drove the 2 hour long drive home wondering if I had actually really done this crazy act. Were my soles burnt and blistered? When I got home I gingerly took off my shoes and socks and examined my feet. Not a blister, not a mark. I had done it! I felt like I was invincible. A few days later I had my martial arts contest and won my division. The power of the mind is an amazing thing.
Tracy’s Two Cents~
I have to admit this topic was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Although I am a very private person when it comes to how I spend my time, I think I am also a very open person when it comes to sharing my life through thought and opinion especially now with Tara Cronica.
The one subject that I have yet to address is my religious beliefs. I think this is one of the very few things people don’t know about me. I would describe myself as a very Spiritual person. I find interesting aspects of many different religions such as Buddhism, Taoism, Hinduism, African Traditional Religion, Wiccan Beliefs to name a few. I believe in life after death, reincarnation. I believe in Karma. I believe we all come from an energy source. We all have a destiny or life path that we follow to learn the lessons that we as individual souls need to learn in our time here on earth. I believe we meet for a reason.
Religion is such a wide topic to cover which is why I have yet to explore it here on Tara Cronica. I try to live by ‘The Golden Rule’ “Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do Unto You”. But I am far from perfect. It’s pretty basic really. I believe it doesn’t matter what religion you follow, whether it be one or many, but that you are living your life authentically being aware of others and being true to self. I look forward to writing a more in depth post of what I specifically like about different religions or religious beliefs that I personally find interesting. Great topic Bonnie it really got my mind thinking. How about you Jake?
In 1981 I auditioned for my first ever film role and landed it after about 5 call backs. I eventually turned the part down because it called for a little bit of nudity and at 16 I was slightly uncomfortable with that. The movie starred Diane Lane and the Sex Pistols as well as a very young Laura Dern. It was released on the indie and festival circuit as Ladies and Gentlemen, The Fabulous Stains and has enjoyed a cult following ever since, I’ve been told. Could’ve been my big break. Apparently Daryl Hannah was originally offered my role but she turned it down as well, so I’m in good company.
I watched it for the first time last night on some cable channel and I also TiVoed it in case one of my kids is interested to see what their mom might have been if she’d had the guts to pursue her dreams instead of worrying what the rest of the world would think. I have to laugh it’s so bad! Courtney Love bad! Train wreck bad. So bad it’s good… in an ‘I’m-having-a-mid-life-crisis-why-can’t-I-turn-back-the-hands-of-time’ kinda way. If I had a do-over I’d take it. And now you know…